Timetable....

I know a lot of people don't like to follow timetable... But this few weeks i have a lot of things have to do, so i try to built up a timetable for this march... All my uni friends also force to built up this because we really have a lot of things have to follow up...
After i built up this, i feel that is good for us, because we know that what we gonna do and the due date is coming, this automatically will force us finish up faster... The important thing is it can tell me when is my exam, and motivate me to study hard...
Therefore, i will keep this habit for my future... This can tell us we have a target in front, want to hit it, need to work hard from now...
Let's hit our target together...

The One i will miss forever!!!

This few days i keep update my friend's blog and i saw he wrote bout his family worry about him, especially his mom...
This make feel touch, because my mom have no more chance to see what i have write in my blog...
The Only One i really miss forever is my mom...
every time my friends (my new friends) talk about my mom, i will tell them my mom already past away, then they will say sorry to me and i will just say is okay cause already long time d...
The longer time my mom leave me, the more missing i have...
Non of my friends have been seen my mom before, even my girlfriend, my mom was past away since i was form 3...
I still remember at the moment my mom sleep in front of me and she didn't answer me at all, the feeling i have is shock...
I really don't know what to react, what i do is just cry and cry and cry...
haix...
But sometime when i was alone and think about my mom, my tears will automatically fall down..
I miss my mom very much...
Therefore what i wanna write is PLEASE DON'T LET UR PARENT GET WORRY AND SAD BECAUSE OF U, cause if one day they had left u, u will feel very sorry to them because u didn't bring them a happy life... REMEMBER TRY UR BEST TO LET UR PARENT BE HAPPY... don't make yourself regret...

I did a damn shit thing!!! I hate myself...

Last Friday was my business mid-term exam. During this exam, I did a big mistake. I tried to let my girlfriend knew she got a answer wrong already, but this action let a lecturer saw it. She came to our table and drop down our matrik number ( UUM student card). I got shock when she done this and she also went to my girlfriend's table drop down her want. At the moment, my heart seems like jumped down from Building 101 in Taiwan. I very scare with that, because of my 'Ke Po' my girlfriend got caught as cheating. As i know my girlfriend is very care this paper, because that 1 of the paper that she can got 'A' in sem. Because of me, mayb we both got punishment.
I very hate myself....
I did a mistake that very serious...
Y i do so??
I very very hate myself..
Because of that stupid thing i done and make my girlfriend cry seriously and have to worry bout that lecturer will pass up our name to our paper lecturer o not...
The lecturer that caught us got told us if we discuss again will pass up our name to our paper lecturer but she got drop down our number, don't know she will pass up o not, even we didn't do it again...
I also worry to get punishment, cause that 1 of the paper i can got 'A'.
I very hate myself....
fuck of Yeoh Khai Tatt...
U r a damn shit guy....
This made my girlfriend angry and i'm so hate myself...
even though now my girlfriend tell me that we face the punishment together, but i still can't forgive myself...
I promise here, i won't do any cheating in exam anymore...
Hope i have a good luck to pass this problem..
I feel very sorry to my girlfriend...
I really very shit guy..........
damn shit....
go eat shit Yeoh Khai Tatt....

Valentine's day!!!

this valentine's day i have to stay in a jungle to celebrate it with my girlfriend...
so sad to say that...
i seems can't do all my best to make this celebration become better...
what i can d is just send a dedication for her... that is 3pink roses...
this seems not very sincerity...
But i just can do that, because i didn't have a car at here and that day we have co-curriculum in different time...
sigh...
sad...
i say a sorry to my girlfriend at here....
SORRY!!!

My Mid-term exam!!!

oh my god... the day is gonna come... shit.... and i haven't prepare anything... how come a day is getting past so easily... just turn a round my mid-term is coming...
once again i feel that pressure... especial for my business law and marketing exam....
that is so difficult to me... because i 'm so lazy... and i not really can adapt to this type of life, which means the important exam is coming so fast and i don't really to be hardworking... sigh!!!
Now what should i do is faster finish up study all mid-term paper...
i miss penang so much....