There is one issue come to me recently, which is my attitude seems like happy go lucky. Am i this kind of people? Yes, I am. Now i notice that i used to use my mouth to do things, i very least to do by action.
Many boyfriend usually will promise his girlfriend to bring her better life in the future, but how many of them are actually did it? i am one of them. Actually i don't think much for my future, don't ever say plan. Then, how should i bring her a better life in future? sigh...
She actually know i am this kind of people and she have been remind me before. To be a man, we have done all the promise we have been given. Therefore, from now onward, i need to be planned for all my thing. At first, i must be take care for myself instead of rely on her. I used to wait her plan for me instead of doing by myself, which means i depend on her more than she rely on me. i knew this makes her irritated, but i still can't make myself well in caring. sigh... i should makes this well at first instead of saying other. Besides, my worst habit come back to me, that is late. i always have my reason to be not punctual. Why i can't manage well for my punctuality? Gosh... Wake up Mr. Yeoh... and don't keep going this kind of attitude anymore, if not i will lost everything.
Girl is actually searching someone she can rely in her future, is not someone who just passing his time by happy go lucky. So, I want to be someone who can make her rely in her future... Gambateh...
