The One i will miss forever!!!

This few days i keep update my friend's blog and i saw he wrote bout his family worry about him, especially his mom...
This make feel touch, because my mom have no more chance to see what i have write in my blog...
The Only One i really miss forever is my mom...
every time my friends (my new friends) talk about my mom, i will tell them my mom already past away, then they will say sorry to me and i will just say is okay cause already long time d...
The longer time my mom leave me, the more missing i have...
Non of my friends have been seen my mom before, even my girlfriend, my mom was past away since i was form 3...
I still remember at the moment my mom sleep in front of me and she didn't answer me at all, the feeling i have is shock...
I really don't know what to react, what i do is just cry and cry and cry...
haix...
But sometime when i was alone and think about my mom, my tears will automatically fall down..
I miss my mom very much...
Therefore what i wanna write is PLEASE DON'T LET UR PARENT GET WORRY AND SAD BECAUSE OF U, cause if one day they had left u, u will feel very sorry to them because u didn't bring them a happy life... REMEMBER TRY UR BEST TO LET UR PARENT BE HAPPY... don't make yourself regret...