饮水思源

我有个问题：是否每个人有了新家庭后都会为了新家庭的未来而忽略了养育他长大的家庭呢？当我们在自私的时候，可不可以想想那旧家庭在我们成长时给了我们多少东西，为了我们付出了多少。当下我们的确是要为了未来铺路，但千万不要忘记扶养我们出身的家庭，因为你的也会有这样的一天。试想想，如果你儿子为了自己的未来，而忽略你，你有何感受？要记得你有得自私是因为他还在保护你，怕你受苦，但自己的苦却不敢跟你讲。你所有的东西是他为你带来的，不是天掉下来的，用自己的辛苦来报答他也是应该的。而且要记得有个人已经帮你负起着责任十年有多了，请不要在依赖她了，因为她也有自己的未来， 她以牺牲十年来帮你，现在你还要她帮你多久？你的未来是重要，难道她的不重要吗？自己的大便，请自己收拾，而不是以这来作借口，推谢责任，这全是你自己拿来的。有多少风流，有多少悲哀，不是继续风流。不要为自己找借口，每个人都有痛苦，不是你一人。

How to play game with friends!

Yesterday, i went to cycling with some of kakinan members. after that, we went to a canteen to take dinner. one of the member said they went to KFC in alor setar last day. they order a lot of foods and finally they couldn't finish, then they played a game, people who lose have to eat the food.
the game is each of them has to show a number and one of them sum up the number, then find out who is the lucky one. after i heard it, i said then u guys can try to count the numbers from the others before u show your number in order not to be the lucky one. after that, one them said it is not the way to play it, because this is just a game for friends, just for fun no need to play the scheme.
I do agree with her. we shouldn't play scheming within our friends, just enjoy and be sporting even though we lose the game. Winning is important but not in applying on your friends. Scheming could probably makes u lost your friends.

Finally, come to the end!!!

Finally, my 3 years university life come to the end. still have 5 weeks to go, after that is time to say goodbye. previously i wonder why people keep saying time to dismiss is a very sad moment. Now i understand how it feels. Seriously, i was feeling this 6 years ago, which is 2005, the year i graduate from my secondary school. i had missed out the steamboat gathering, my dear friends slowly going for their study. But i know one day we will gather again.
Now i very miss the moment i stay with all crazy kakinan members. but soon we are going back to our own hometown and start our working life. the thing is that this group of friends will not going to stay together again for a period of time. i means we are not going to play anytime just one call, we are not going to have coffee hour until 3 o'clock in the midnight. we might just have a short gathering annually. Do we able to keep this relationship long? i think we do. nothing i cherish in within this 3 years, the only thing is the gang of friends. i wish we could maintain this KAKINAN gathering each year, never skip once.
See you my kakinan friends.

Happy go Lucky!!!

There is one issue come to me recently, which is my attitude seems like happy go lucky. Am i this kind of people? Yes, I am. Now i notice that i used to use my mouth to do things, i very least to do by action.
Many boyfriend usually will promise his girlfriend to bring her better life in the future, but how many of them are actually did it? i am one of them. Actually i don't think much for my future, don't ever say plan. Then, how should i bring her a better life in future? sigh...
She actually know i am this kind of people and she have been remind me before. To be a man, we have done all the promise we have been given. Therefore, from now onward, i need to be planned for all my thing. At first, i must be take care for myself instead of rely on her. I used to wait her plan for me instead of doing by myself, which means i depend on her more than she rely on me. i knew this makes her irritated, but i still can't make myself well in caring. sigh... i should makes this well at first instead of saying other. Besides, my worst habit come back to me, that is late. i always have my reason to be not punctual. Why i can't manage well for my punctuality? Gosh... Wake up Mr. Yeoh... and don't keep going this kind of attitude anymore, if not i will lost everything.
Girl is actually searching someone she can rely in her future, is not someone who just passing his time by happy go lucky. So, I want to be someone who can make her rely in her future... Gambateh...

Football Life!!!!

Is been long time didn't update my blog. my recent life is just passing in front of my laptop without internet. gosh... damn boring... Besides my leg was injured by my new boot. i just been play once during this whole month and got suspended for quite a long time, because of injury.
Suppose i got a question in my mind, should i continue my football life since i was suspected for Glucoma. my family and gf also keep asking me to stop it. seriously i never give up, but i got worry about my eyes, because it may make me blind if my eyes pressure continuously increase.
By the way, i think it will be okay as well as i keep putting eyes drop into my eyes. besides, i try to avoid heading when i was playing football, because it could make trouble to my eyes. doctor was asking don't shock my eyes again, so i try my best to do so. Actually, i really hope it can be cured and i don't need to keep eyes dropping. god bless me... if my eyes still the same for a period of time, i think i got to force myself to stop my beloved sport. i really hope my eyes will be okay very soon, cause i don't want to make myself give up.

A beautiful shock!!!

Yesterday, my result was annouced, but i'm not really prepared for that. In fact i don't really want to see my shit result, cause i felt i don't really did well in d exam. At d end, she was d first 1 who opened up my account and see it. She was d 1 who really scare to look at her result also. haha... By the way, when we see our result, we both get shock. is really unbelievable, even i felt i was still dreaming, but is really. this is the 1st time i ever feel i m so lucky since i go into my uni. my result is out off my expectation, cause i m really not did well in exam. this is all helping by d lecturer. they r like angels, giving me feel like that's a miracle. i really very very happy, even i start to have d 1st class dream again, but i think is just a dream, if wanna get it, we have to get flat A's in next semester. do u think we will so lucky again in next semester??? the probability is 0.01. haha... is really difficult. anyway, we will still look for it. people used to say think optimistic,"u think u can, u can". is that real!!! wait i prove it 1st... haha...
I really feel great for it. it's just like my mom is coming back beside me and bless me. i really really have to thanks my mom, my god for giving me lucky and her also, because s she forcing and motivating me to study. thanks u all very much. i love u all... i wish i can make it better next semester... gambateh all my friends... we continue to make miracle...

what am i learn!!!

i was falled in direct sales for 1month.. what m i learn from this??
i learned what is direct sales, i learned how direct sales make money, i learned how to close a sales, i leanred how to built a business... i was a guy who really really hate direct sales, but now i only understand direct sales was so "cheating"... many feel direct sales is only cheating, but now i feel that is a way to do business.. the reason why ppl feel thats cheating is because many company are wrongly using this direct sales to make money... so guyz, when u want to go in a direct sales, firstly, u have to make sure that is a trustable company, secondly, u have to determine is that product able to run and that is a good product... direct sales is a kind of business that work in a group... and all the sales is benefit to all the team member, but sure if u get in earlier, then u will get more.. LOL...somemore the marketing plan is always the most important to ppl who wanna do business... a good marketing plan is not just benefit to the top, but is benefit to ppl who work this... so make sure u choose a plan which is benefit to u instead of benefit only for ur upline.. besides that, this kind of business is only need low capital compared to a corporate business... furthermore, u may learn all the skill from ur upline in order to run this business and they surely willing to teach u, because this may helping them earn money... Education is the most important thing in this kind of business... upline have to fully support and teach their downline in order to achieve a team goal... and sometime u may get a free trip to oversea after u hit the target...
This is all i learned from there.. at least this experience is meaningful to me...

My life!!!

my holiday was passing nearly 1months, what i have been do is sitting at home everyday and playing games... what the hell!!! i was seeing my frens and even her oso got a job, but what i got??? damn it!!!
should i continuing with the direct sales??? i was feeling bored at home... should i find some job??? the answer is no... i should continue myself... somemore very soon she will stop her job and we will go to travel... yeah... i was meeting with some of my frens and selling them this direct sales and almost was saying this very expensive, that's why not going to join me... anyway, i will still learn on it and work hard to sell this product in order to get my return since i was using my time for it... LOL... self-motivation is one of the importance chapter in sales, don't give up yourself when getting any reject...

a great family week...

wuhooo... this is a wonderful week for me.. hehe... i was stay with my family all the way since my bro came back last thursday... we went out to many places to do wedding preparation for my bro... its really tired but is really fun... somemore i had learn how to make arrangement for wedding... now i noticed that it is really a lot of stuff to do when getting married... haha... (i think my fren will going to laugh on me) anyway, it should be learn for future... haha...

somemore i need to thanks my family, because they spend a lot in my birthday.. we went to nibong terbau for dinner... the food at there is awesome... i never been have a taste like this... when there is a chance i m sure to bring my frenz to go for it... hehe... if it is possible to bring all our gf to go, den is better and more fun... i means all, if any1 miss we will cancel this program... haha...

besides i need to thx my gf, because she spend a lot in my birthday... hehe... i love u Bobo(she will looking at this, if u feel gerly, sorry ya)... i really appreciate what she done for me... she is a wonderful gal... thx her very very much... we went to take fried sotong in gurney, wantan mee in penang road, Haagen dasz in belisaro(sorry i dono correct spelling), KFC in batu lancang and western food in fattes park... (she 1 we both become fatty)... haha... she gave me a really memorable birthday celebration.. i know it is just simple but memorable... what i want is as simple as she stay beside me, this is enough for me... very thx to her... muakz...

let's come back to my family part, i have to thx to my sis and bro to bring me go Haagen dasz again yesterday and red box for today... haha... having a lot of fun with them... we all 6ppl(sis, bro, sis-in-law, gf and me)... hehe... suppose bro-in-law will join us but he gt some stuff and miss out this... anyway, there will be plenty of time waiting for us... hehe... we r looking for a MPV car to go out in the future... haha... because a normal car is not enough for us... den they said i need to work hard to earn this... hehe... i hope i can... time passing fast, my bro will be going back to singapore tomorrow... sigh... anyway, he will be back again in aug, den we may start family week again... hehe...

ok, is time to end up now... bye...

The Beginning of New Life

I was came back from Uni since last Wednesday, one week is gone and i just past my trip to Pantai Teracut only.. hehe... Now i need to start my new life, which is working as a direct sales... I know most of people are very hate this kind of people... They will feel irritated with this kind of people asking them go out for promoting... But to me, i'm just recognize something new for u all, besides i'm just learning through this... please don't feel any irritated when i was asking u go hear some promotion... i'm not forcing or what else, just recognize some thing to u all... this may be a chance if u feel u can handle it...
somemore, i know that may be weird if someone who i have long time didn't contact and suddenly i call u and ask about this direct sales... i know that's really irritated, u will feel when i need u, just find u, otherwise u will not find me at all... haha... first i need to say sorry for long time didn't find u all and second i just recognize u something.. but at first i will ask u is it u interested with any direct sales before i ask u come out for promoting... i will respect with ur decision instead of keep annoying u... but i m sorry with find u for business rather than voluntary...
Now i'm worrying with losing my friends because of this job... This is just my part time job... Please don't leave me because of this... Thanks very much...

A short "holiday"!!!

I was just back from uni the day before yesterday.. Feel happy and sad also, because this holiday suppose is my study week, which means i can't fully use it for fun... damn!!! i was tired for 1month already and just rest for 1day...
Yesterday was my rest day and today onward i have to study, then fri until sun have to work again(PC fair promoter, wish to have good sales)... Gosh...
Yesterday was my happiest day since after CNY... i was spending my time with her purposely and also my good friend.. we went to watch one of the best movie i had ever seen in this year, which is "Clash of The Titans".. That's amazing... this is all about Athens... Besides that, we went to pasar malam in Farlim and eat as much as we can... LOL... very syok... haha...
Today is a starting day of my study... Sigh!!! why couldn't all paper in mathematics, then at least i can rest longer time... Study all in words is tormenting my life... Sigh...
Anyway, wish tough time go faster and my real holiday will be the next... haha.... Hurray...

along mid-term!!!

kindlly to be inform that tomorrow is my HR mid-exam...
until now i still not yet to study finish and i was plan to cheat with friends tomorrow... haha... that's University exam... cheating all the way... haha... we r going to study separately for the chapters included... but until now i still not yet finish for 2chapters... i just take part in this 2 and the rest have to cheat... haha... am i a University student??? haha... don't know how to answer... haha...
ok stop here and go back study... bye...

Finally two ald done...

hahaha...
finally my continuous mid term was already done... haha... 1 more happy thing is may be one of these exam will get full mark... haha... because my lecturer was 'allowing' we cheating in exam... haha... another one of slightly same as this... haha... cause lecturer cannot control the class... haha...
Now i have to prepare assignments and the next mid term is coming, on next friday... sigh... anyway just do my best... haha... somemore wish she good luck and me 2... god bless us... haha...

Life in CNY and after CNY!!!

Finally, CNY will be end up tonight and i am so miss it, even during my CNY holiday, that's nothing special happened, but i still love it... haha...
During this holiday, i had met up with some of my friends and family, which is my form 6's friends, my football buddies and lovely best friends... haha...
i am so glad to meet them...
this holiday purposely is for my family, because i am all the way stick with them... that's the first time i went to watch movie with my bro and sis after many many years ago... wow... extremely happy... haha...
but i have to apologize with someone that i lost to meet them... hehe...

Now is the time to work hard for mid-term and assignment... i have 2exams continuously this week, so i am now so busy with fighting... haha... sound seems very hardworking but the truth will come out when the result announce... haha... Anyway, i wish god bless me... haha...

its time to stop and continue my job... bye...

wasting life!!!

i am wasting my time in watching old movies and seeing friends go back hometown during this few days... haix... my heart seems like going back home and await for cny... by the way, what getting me happy is my friends organize a futsal match in cny... damn good... once again bull shit team is gathered... haha... i know i have no time to spend in entertainment, because i have a lot of challenge after cny and i got to prepare for it... bt my heart like not belong to me... haix... i keep delay my job until last minute... she got write me a note that remember the moment we fight until mid-night and make it don't happened again, as a motivation... but i seems not going to do that... why!!!

somemore, i realize that i am really ignore a lot of things that how to be a bf... i have been study, how to be a bf in my fren's blog... ya that's all what gal looking for.. but no1 that i really did well... damn... nevermind, i will learn it from now... i wish i could have the chance... now i realize that some e-mail that have a lot of words is so meaningful, but i seldom read through all... then i noticed that i was wasting a lot of knowledge over there and may be i not a guy who really like reading... haha....

finally, i will go back tomorrow... haha... see all my friends in Penang... yahooooo.....

New Challenge!!!

Finally, assignment come to me again, but i still don't have the mood to do it and keep falling in games... shit!!! And i know i need to settle all asap, if not when mid-term come, i will not have enough time to do both... i know what's happened, but i very very lazy... gosh!!! don't know what to do... This semester is a short semester, so everything come very fast and i am still relaxing... OMG... Besides my heart is just awaiting CNY...
Recently, my uni is short of water and this make us difficult to bath and wash cloth.. haix... The worst system in the world... Anyway, i wish this can solve very soon...
i think i have to work hard, if not this sem will get worse result and make me regret again... hehe... Go Go Go...

back to boring life or start for the fighting life???

Finally, i'm just back from Penang for a week holiday... during this holiday, my roommate and friends came to Penang.. i bring them to take a lot of delicious food in Penang and got good comment... haha... but i was so tired for this trip... she also... i have to say sorry to her cause is my idea to asking them to Penang and keep encourage them, but i know we have a lot of things have to do and need to enjoy our holiday... Anyway, this was a happy trip... haha... but spend a lot in food... haha... become a fatty d.. haha... can't wear my new year cloth d.. but now in uni will keep fit.. haha... However, now have to start assignment and prepare for mid-sem??? should i keep watching movie in room everyday??? should i go sport and lazy to study at night??? gosh... many work come to me again... that's really a boring life... luckily she will beside me... hehe... i will enjoy and work hard... she is my motivation to fight for good result and give her a better life... haha..

My bro will back on next thurs, but i m not in Penang... sigh... have to wait until new year eve just will meet him i think...
now i want to announce that my bro and sis will married in this year.. that's a good news... haha... beside that, her bro also the same and my cousin sis also, which means i have to attend 4 wedding in this year... haha...

i will upload my Penang trip photo very soon... good nitez....

life gonna be happy!!!

everyone have their own life... but non of us will satisfied wit our life... human is a greedy animal... so from now, i have to learn to be a guy who enjoy with my life...
i m now a student, and i feel to be a student is full of pressure with assignment and exam... gosh!!! but now i start to have the feeling of nervous to come out to the society... haix... what i want?? i don't know... OMG... anyway, that's still a long way to go (what i means is luckily) haha... cause my friends (xin and bird) are going to step in this society...
People said society is a dangerous place... cause we will meet a lot of people who we never see before, and they are full of duplicity... gosh!!! besides that, my freedom is going to be lesser and lesser... damn...
Anyway, that's not the time to think it, cause i have a target, which is to be a 1st class student, but just a dream that cannot come true... haix... because of lazy in 1st semester, got bad luck in 2nd semester and luckily 3rd semester become better... that's still far to hit this target, just do whatever i can...
a good news come to me now is this Thursday i am going back to Penang and my uni friends will come to visit me on Saturday... i promise to bring them to have the best food in Penang.. haha... i hope they will like it... hehe... this is the time to thanks my Malacca roommate who bring me went to try the best food in Malacca when i was in Malacca last few weeks... so now is the time to let them taste the food in Penang...

Life's so short!!!

Now already step in 2010... so fast... i m now already 22nd (consider as)... haix... very soon i have to graduate in next year... i m not really miss this university, but i miss the person here (not malay)... i have quite a lot of friends in my university and very soon we have to move to the social and work for the rest of our life... haix... i miss the freedom here but i hate the shit management in this university... i really don't know why this university called as the best management university in Malaysia??? Bull shit...
anyway, once again i m awaiting the chinese new year... awesome... haha... i used to have this feel every year, after the count down for the new year... the feeling of hearing chinese new year songs all the way and seeing many people shop for their new cloth... the feeling of happiness is all the way beside me... damn good... haha... somemore, i can meet my friends and relatives in chinese new year... haha... xin and bird, wish to meet u both in penang, this chinese new year ya... hehe...
suddenly feel worry to step in social in the future... haix.. cause freedom is all the way catch by my career... haix...
anyway, wish i can have a good job after i graduate....

New Semester Started!!!

haix... y every new semester sure will happened something unhappy to me... this time is roomate happened... i got a new roomate who is a smoking man and like to stay in an untidy environment... shit... so once again i ask him to change with my friends to stay with me.. but this fellow want me to get out this room and let him have chance to stay with his smoking china student... shit!!! then i told him, if i go out who should i go cause our room is live in 4 people... finally, he got to change to the other room with his china friends... luckily... if want me to stay with this fellow for one semester, i better go to die... the room is like the hell when he stay in... but in is like heaven... totally different...
and now i m facing a car sticker problem... Y university can't easily let student drive in the campus??? why have to apply for the stupid sticker??? this is all the way wasting my time and energy... shit!!! somemore we r not sure to get it if we r not active in our college... damn shit... haix... why so many problems????
anyway, 1 and a half years more i will graduate... nevermind treat it as a training to me...
Once again start my boring but enjoyable life in University (without those stupid things happened)...