饮水思源

我有个问题：是否每个人有了新家庭后都会为了新家庭的未来而忽略了养育他长大的家庭呢？当我们在自私的时候，可不可以想想那旧家庭在我们成长时给了我们多少东西，为了我们付出了多少。当下我们的确是要为了未来铺路，但千万不要忘记扶养我们出身的家庭，因为你的也会有这样的一天。试想想，如果你儿子为了自己的未来，而忽略你，你有何感受？要记得你有得自私是因为他还在保护你，怕你受苦，但自己的苦却不敢跟你讲。你所有的东西是他为你带来的，不是天掉下来的，用自己的辛苦来报答他也是应该的。而且要记得有个人已经帮你负起着责任十年有多了，请不要在依赖她了，因为她也有自己的未来， 她以牺牲十年来帮你，现在你还要她帮你多久？你的未来是重要，难道她的不重要吗？自己的大便，请自己收拾，而不是以这来作借口，推谢责任，这全是你自己拿来的。有多少风流，有多少悲哀，不是继续风流。不要为自己找借口，每个人都有痛苦，不是你一人。

How to play game with friends!

Yesterday, i went to cycling with some of kakinan members. after that, we went to a canteen to take dinner. one of the member said they went to KFC in alor setar last day. they order a lot of foods and finally they couldn't finish, then they played a game, people who lose have to eat the food.
the game is each of them has to show a number and one of them sum up the number, then find out who is the lucky one. after i heard it, i said then u guys can try to count the numbers from the others before u show your number in order not to be the lucky one. after that, one them said it is not the way to play it, because this is just a game for friends, just for fun no need to play the scheme.
I do agree with her. we shouldn't play scheming within our friends, just enjoy and be sporting even though we lose the game. Winning is important but not in applying on your friends. Scheming could probably makes u lost your friends.

Finally, come to the end!!!

Finally, my 3 years university life come to the end. still have 5 weeks to go, after that is time to say goodbye. previously i wonder why people keep saying time to dismiss is a very sad moment. Now i understand how it feels. Seriously, i was feeling this 6 years ago, which is 2005, the year i graduate from my secondary school. i had missed out the steamboat gathering, my dear friends slowly going for their study. But i know one day we will gather again.
Now i very miss the moment i stay with all crazy kakinan members. but soon we are going back to our own hometown and start our working life. the thing is that this group of friends will not going to stay together again for a period of time. i means we are not going to play anytime just one call, we are not going to have coffee hour until 3 o'clock in the midnight. we might just have a short gathering annually. Do we able to keep this relationship long? i think we do. nothing i cherish in within this 3 years, the only thing is the gang of friends. i wish we could maintain this KAKINAN gathering each year, never skip once.
See you my kakinan friends.

Happy go Lucky!!!

There is one issue come to me recently, which is my attitude seems like happy go lucky. Am i this kind of people? Yes, I am. Now i notice that i used to use my mouth to do things, i very least to do by action.
Many boyfriend usually will promise his girlfriend to bring her better life in the future, but how many of them are actually did it? i am one of them. Actually i don't think much for my future, don't ever say plan. Then, how should i bring her a better life in future? sigh...
She actually know i am this kind of people and she have been remind me before. To be a man, we have done all the promise we have been given. Therefore, from now onward, i need to be planned for all my thing. At first, i must be take care for myself instead of rely on her. I used to wait her plan for me instead of doing by myself, which means i depend on her more than she rely on me. i knew this makes her irritated, but i still can't make myself well in caring. sigh... i should makes this well at first instead of saying other. Besides, my worst habit come back to me, that is late. i always have my reason to be not punctual. Why i can't manage well for my punctuality? Gosh... Wake up Mr. Yeoh... and don't keep going this kind of attitude anymore, if not i will lost everything.
Girl is actually searching someone she can rely in her future, is not someone who just passing his time by happy go lucky. So, I want to be someone who can make her rely in her future... Gambateh...

Football Life!!!!

Is been long time didn't update my blog. my recent life is just passing in front of my laptop without internet. gosh... damn boring... Besides my leg was injured by my new boot. i just been play once during this whole month and got suspended for quite a long time, because of injury.
Suppose i got a question in my mind, should i continue my football life since i was suspected for Glucoma. my family and gf also keep asking me to stop it. seriously i never give up, but i got worry about my eyes, because it may make me blind if my eyes pressure continuously increase.
By the way, i think it will be okay as well as i keep putting eyes drop into my eyes. besides, i try to avoid heading when i was playing football, because it could make trouble to my eyes. doctor was asking don't shock my eyes again, so i try my best to do so. Actually, i really hope it can be cured and i don't need to keep eyes dropping. god bless me... if my eyes still the same for a period of time, i think i got to force myself to stop my beloved sport. i really hope my eyes will be okay very soon, cause i don't want to make myself give up.

A beautiful shock!!!

Yesterday, my result was annouced, but i'm not really prepared for that. In fact i don't really want to see my shit result, cause i felt i don't really did well in d exam. At d end, she was d first 1 who opened up my account and see it. She was d 1 who really scare to look at her result also. haha... By the way, when we see our result, we both get shock. is really unbelievable, even i felt i was still dreaming, but is really. this is the 1st time i ever feel i m so lucky since i go into my uni. my result is out off my expectation, cause i m really not did well in exam. this is all helping by d lecturer. they r like angels, giving me feel like that's a miracle. i really very very happy, even i start to have d 1st class dream again, but i think is just a dream, if wanna get it, we have to get flat A's in next semester. do u think we will so lucky again in next semester??? the probability is 0.01. haha... is really difficult. anyway, we will still look for it. people used to say think optimistic,"u think u can, u can". is that real!!! wait i prove it 1st... haha...
I really feel great for it. it's just like my mom is coming back beside me and bless me. i really really have to thanks my mom, my god for giving me lucky and her also, because s she forcing and motivating me to study. thanks u all very much. i love u all... i wish i can make it better next semester... gambateh all my friends... we continue to make miracle...

what am i learn!!!

i was falled in direct sales for 1month.. what m i learn from this??
i learned what is direct sales, i learned how direct sales make money, i learned how to close a sales, i leanred how to built a business... i was a guy who really really hate direct sales, but now i only understand direct sales was so "cheating"... many feel direct sales is only cheating, but now i feel that is a way to do business.. the reason why ppl feel thats cheating is because many company are wrongly using this direct sales to make money... so guyz, when u want to go in a direct sales, firstly, u have to make sure that is a trustable company, secondly, u have to determine is that product able to run and that is a good product... direct sales is a kind of business that work in a group... and all the sales is benefit to all the team member, but sure if u get in earlier, then u will get more.. LOL...somemore the marketing plan is always the most important to ppl who wanna do business... a good marketing plan is not just benefit to the top, but is benefit to ppl who work this... so make sure u choose a plan which is benefit to u instead of benefit only for ur upline.. besides that, this kind of business is only need low capital compared to a corporate business... furthermore, u may learn all the skill from ur upline in order to run this business and they surely willing to teach u, because this may helping them earn money... Education is the most important thing in this kind of business... upline have to fully support and teach their downline in order to achieve a team goal... and sometime u may get a free trip to oversea after u hit the target...
This is all i learned from there.. at least this experience is meaningful to me...